Mencuba.

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Assalamualaikum.


Motip?
Domo yang comel.
Sangat comel.
Macam orangnya.
Tapi orang tu telah pergi.
Jauh,
Mungkin tak ketemu lagi.

Aku cuba,
Sedang mencuba.
Mencuba untuk lupakan dia.
Ibarat kacang lupakan kulit.
Tapi untuk kebaikan aku,
Buat masa ini,
Buat saat ini.

Tapi aku tak boleh bangga diri,
Kerna aku hanya manusia.
Punya perasaan.
Punya akal fikiran.
Aku akui, 
Aku lemah.
Hakikatnya aku menangis.
Sehingga mataku bengkak.

Malah insan itu bertanya,
Kau seperti tidak punya perasaan.
Tidakkah sedih akan perpisahan ini?
Nah! Seperti itulah.
Seraya itu,
Aku mencuba jawab didalam hati,
Aku yakin perpisahan ini ada hikmahnya.
Ada sebab,
Mengapa Allah kuatkan hatiku untuk berbuat demikian.
Tanpa rasa ragu,
Tanpa rasa ralat.
Walaupun airmata ku tahan.
Tahan sedalam- dalamnya.

Sungguh!
Aku akan mencuba tanpa penat dan lelah.
Kejar cinta yang Esa.
Kejar cinta pesuruhNya.
Dengan bekalan 100% keyakinan,
Aku yakin Dia sedang mengarang kisah cintaku,
Dengan begitu indah,
Dan macho sekali.
Wallahi.

Mungkin perpisahan ini diredhai.
Kalau ada jodoh,
Pasti! Yakin!
Allah akan temukan kita.
Hanya kita berdua.
Ibarat Adam bertemu Hawa di Jabbal Rahmah.
Kerna itu kau akan tahu makna cinta yang hakiki.

::ahlan::
_CucuBeghaim : *

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